I know it's most likely impossible to get in touch with the members of Shinedown on here but I'm looking for all of the help I can get. First of all you guys are my favorite band although nowa days sometimes it's hard to listen to your music. It's very emotional and can be depressing so I have had to change the station or switch on my media player before I break down. I think this one goes out to Brent. I can tell that you have gone through a lot of rough times and ache in your life through your music. I'm pretty sure most of can agree we relate in some way. The reason i'm trying to get in touch with you guys is because you arent only my fav band but my girlfriends as well. She adores all of you. She has gone through a very hard life and does what she can but I feel like God isn't giving her a fair hand. She has sarcadoisis and it's hit her kidneys realy bad. She's down to 20 percent. Shes only 35. She's been through so much and nothing good ever happens for her. She's been getting more and more depressed lately and has had thoughts of letting go. She has 2 beautiful children and a lot of people in this world that love her as do I. She means the world to me and I can't cope with losing her as it is. She is my life and I know that if anything happens I'll lose a part of me for ever. I can't bare to never see her again for as long I'm here. We have been together for 3 years and I cherish every moment. I love her so much. She deserves so much better then what I can give her but I try. It's so hard to know that someone can leave forever never to be seen again. I want her to know she is someone in other peoples lives. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and my life.
You guys are coming to Bonner Springs, Kansas the 17th of August. I'm trying to save enough for backstage passes for us. She doesn't know. It's very hard though as it seems I keep getting obsticles in my way. I want to let her know that everything and everyone she surrounds gives them an impact on their own lives as well. She loves you guys and this is the only thing I can think of that I can do for her except just be there. If you read this then thank you.